Greatwerewolf wrote:lol dont be

depressed i mean xD
I did type down something more detailed in response, but it was more then 7 times (no joke) bigger then how much I was aloud to post, so here is a really dumb short version of what I typed.
I can't,
I want a friend here irl,
I got Bipolar Disorder since I was 8,
I can't get professional help for allot of reasons,
I wish I can met a good friend like Autumnwolf face to face in real...
since when did the world (or well here) go bad? swearing all the time? make fun of people who are nice, kind, and help others, doing drugs at the age of 13?
and tons of other things I need at less 3 large paragraphs to explain, talk, and detail....
point is, that is how it is GW, and that is how it will be for a long time.
I know I got friends, but those friends are all away there, some on the other side of the world, they still care about me, and the're there for me, but sometimes they aren't, sometimes they arrive here 12 hours to late, devastated, hurt, annoyed, words go on, to see how bad I am feeling right now...
I yet again made more walls of text so I just removed it... I bet highlander is going to say something to try to smack me out of it... but I guess there is a reason NZ has the highest rates of suicide from people my age group ( 12-18) in the world...