highlander wrote:Maybe  start realising  you  have  friends  that  care  and  stop  beating  yourself  up.Clan  ghost  bear  your what  14  your  life  hasn't  really begun  yet , true i  don't  know  if  you  suffered   any  trauma.But what i  am  saying is your  young  you  will adapt and over come  and eventually  be stronger. 
 PS. if  its a  bullying  problem get  the  proper authorities , remember all bullies are just cowards who need a gang behind them.
Bullying, I never had the issue with that, I am smart and strong enough to make them forget which way is up.
the last bully I had got a concussion and some broken bones...
I hate it when I have to resort to violence... I am like a teddy bear,  I don't want to hurt anyone, I would rather resolve a conflict with a hug. I usually use my good vocab and twisting or fixing other peoples words to end conflicts and stuff.
Sometimes when things get ruff, I pretty much get into the middle of the fight and take the beating from the others, or defend the weak.
and thanks Highlander, Means allot coming from you.