Im not sure what to do :(

I recently found out from my fiancee, I'm going to be a father.
. And I'm going to Afghanistan for the next two months. And I'm going to miss my dog, my fiancee. And I'm kinda scared about afghanistan. WTF DO I DO!!?? MY PHERAPIST DOESNT REALLY HELP ME!! MY father recently died and i am just lost right now.....


